went out at 1pm,meet aunt play with cousin blah blah blah den went home change clothes den reach bugis at 640pm to meet , venesa , eddie , tony and pauline.
broke down infront of them , and thanks ven jie .. for comforting me .. and i know they tried to make me smile .. went to watch the mark lee talk and was very funny .. after the talk after leave yea .. i told ven jie something and sobx sobx .. she all along walking behind comforting me .. the 1st time i met pauline ytd .. quite a nice lady ((: and she is after korkor HAHA ! anyway , ytd was not bad until i had a tiff-ed with her ..
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i am DESPERATE and i mean DESPERATE for ONE minute of your understanding .
waving goodbye to our friendship,the friendship that we have been protecting and embracing since the start .
but now it is left with ashes and unwanted dust .
i let your dream fulfil now you can have your every min and sec with ur love .
yea .. i am at fault to leave first , but that was the ONLY choice you gave me .
hurting me again and again , CRUSHING hope and trust till it's now left with nothing.Leaving me alone expecting TIME to heal me !when you are with your love while i cried like an idiot.
blame me all you want , cos it's only your love that you want .
TO OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE . IF YOU THINK U ARE ONE THAT PUT RELATIONSHIP FIRST INSTEAD OF FRIENDSHIP THEN U SCRAM DUN BE MY FRIEND , AND BLOODY REFLECT WHEN U WITHOUT STEAD WHO IS THERE FOR U ! IF SO HEARTLESS SERIOUSLY BLOODY GO AND DIE !!!