hellO ! havent been updating recently ~ hmmps ..
Today , mdm koh's farewell assemble .. fun + sad .. i'm so gonna miss her ..
i owe it to her for part of who i m now .. i'm glad she didnt give up on me when i was still a rascal few years back .. sang the song "like a rose - edit version" today .. freak nervous i swear -.-' hopefully didnt sound too bad ehhks ?? video @ my facebook can go see see uhhs ~ ^^ ..
mini choir = thumb up
chris = thumb up
schoolmates = thumb up
they clapped along and cheer for us .. was fun ^^ ..
MYE results = improvement . i m so gonna work hard ..
But of cause , even if , i mean EVEN IF i were to make it to poly , it wont be a happy thing if i am alone .. I wont be happy if i make it to poly alone .. i need you all to share my joy w me .. telling me u guys made it up to poly too .. please start studying .. as in, study smart not study hard ! please .. we'll to it tgt okayy ? STUDY ! promise me okayy ? ( the above is for ; dayana , amirul , saras , sabrina , kavita , sheena , naandhini , dayana , afifah , aishah , masturina and more and more .. ) Let's Do It Together .. love ..
hey yo ? okay ytd was a looooong day for me .. till this morning 11am den reach home ((: . today also !
9am : last paper *hurray* .. babes go home .. i slack in school awhile ..
11am onwards : went to LJS with my
precious[s] , had lunch . as usual .
saras LATE ! we watch
12:15 show , the back up plan ! i was laughing so so so loud ! hahahah ! it's so funny . worth watching seriously ! *thumbs up*..
4+pm : part with my
precious[s] , still dont feel like gg home , remembered
aishah say she and
rina going library . so i went find them ^^ .. surprisingly , i sat beside for awhile and
rina didnt know .. blur blur ehhks ? jkjk =x (: ..
aishah solid , she thought aunty :( .. me ? aunty ? awww ~
after part w
aishah and
rina , i went to
chen's house ,
shan also there . play and talk ard awhile .
8+pm i left
chen house . catch 9pm movie , "the losers" .. *thumbs up* .. not too bad also . ((: ~
10pm close to
11pm , part with
shan ,
xin and
ping after movie . head over to
kavita's hause , watch ghost movie @ her place .. till
2+ , 3+am ? den slept over at
kavita's place .
10+am left . now here blogging .. am going out soon . meeting
amirul . going to pink dot ^^ . after pink dot meeting
shan and co .. most probably gonna ton outside today ((: . shall end here . bye ~
hey ?? tmr's my last paper . am most probably going out with my sayang[s] tmr . trying hard to squeeze my time for almost everyone around me .. ((: .. some people i not really close with , but really feel like hanging out with them , i just hope they dont find me a weirdo . gotta pluck up courage to ask den -.-'' and soniaah . asked alr , and this stupid girl said " OH are u asking me out for a date ? " blank me straight away .. how stupid can she be ?
saturday going
pink dot with amirul ? ((: .. in short
pink dot is more or less an event .. somehow "connected " to , gay/les/bi/TS ... our dear amirul keep "feeding" me with info how fun it's gonna be .. i really wanna go see .. ^^ tehheee ~ anyone's going ? or to say , anyone interested to tag along ? text me / leave tag .. we'll meet there alrights ?
today some one use private number call me .. He told me to stay away from the express people ; especially the express malay girls .. and when he mention especially the express malay girls straight away i thought of aishah/rina and co . they are the only express malay girls i communicate with .. ( more or less ) .. cant deny when that person first say that i am a little affected .. those express schoolmates are nice people ; esp the girls .. why must i stay away from them ? :( .. but eventually , i decided not to let him spoil my day , he probably just used 10c go to the public phone and call me .. let 10c spoil my day not worth it at all ... so i'm not gonna think about it anymore ~~~~~hellO all ((: ~ got miss me nots ? hehe ^^.. today's post wont be for me ... is for people around me .. ^^ .. and randomly this few . i dont know why .. dont want read nevermind . i also never force you ^^ . dun forget tag though . haha .
Dayana :
hey dear . i hope that things will get better for you .. i know it's hard to forget somethings at times , especially when it comes to people we really love alot .. those love , tears , laughter shared together .. but still .. you gotta move on .. because of one person , u stopped and neglected so many people around you who love you alot .. and i mean alot alot .. i m one of them ^^V . u all are special .. to me .. and i really want you darlings well .. i wanna life to be good for you all .. really .. please take care .. gina will always be here for you .. 24/7 on mission .. er ...... but if pang sai need wait ok ? ^^ . i love you . <3
kavita :
my snorlax ! (: , sayang , dont be upset .. i know life sucks and is like "hardcore" for you . but everything is gonna be okayy in one way or another .. at times when we sad , just that one day we think life suck this and that , we forgot about all the good times we had .. we didnt say " life rocks " at that time .. you've got so many people there for you .. really .. everyone loves you . the time they spent w you and all those text means u meant some one to them .. and definitely some one very important to me too .. please cheer up .. gina dont know how to say nice , sweet things to cheer you up . but all i can say is , i love you and i'm going to stick to you !! dont you dare to "wheel" away from me ! <3
Stacy :
hey shut up ! ((: ~ okayy weird right ? i dont talk to you very often those but here i am posting this .. stacy , i know things not going too well for you recently .. not easy to forget everything now .. but still , i hope you will not let this affect you too much and concentrate on your N level . i m sure you gonna make it up to sec5 .. it's not easy .. i know .. we know .. i am sure everyone out there know .. we understand yet cannot help you much .. cause everything is depend on urself de . but i need you to know . many many people love you . and is willing to lend you a listening ear .. Gina is willing to also ^^ . maybe i can sing for you too while you talk to me .. who knows right ? haha .. maybe you'll like my singing (: ~ cheer up .. you deserve some one better . i know and god know . bless you <3
rina :
you special , i use all green colour for you . because you "green girl" mahh .. ((:
things seem to be better for you now alr ? i hope it's really better now alr .. and maintain this way ^^ . if it happens that , the " emo rina " haunt you again , you can always come and find me . den we'll maybe talk for few solid hours in e canteen again ehhks ? ((: ~ if you unhappy pls go eat , dont care eat eat eat only okay ? (: whatever it is , really . hope that things will go well for you , not only for now but always . study hard ! plssssssssssssssss ..... and smile always ^^ rina look best when she got that smile on her face . ^^ . if you trust me enough , i'll be more than willing to listen alrights ^^ take care . <3 love
- maybe we dont communicate often , maybe at times you even forget my existence . but to me , u all are special in my heart .. one way or another .. to gina , you all are like angels and deserve the best in life .. please rmb this and keep in mind , i dont mind if you dont rmb me at all , dont think of me at all .. but do think of me , when you need some one to talk to . because i'll be more than willing to listen . <3>
ehh look here . u all call urself fren ? go out or anything all never say .. look here la , i tried texting you all ; u all always give what reply ? look here . i not going contact you all anymore .. i not going care about anything anymore .. since everything you all can dont inform me can dont let me know , meaning i not anyone in you all de life .. den i dont need include u all in my life also .. i'm very good now .. so what if people dislike me and come and "act nice" infront of me ? at least they bother to do so .. at least they never claim themselve as "fren here fren there" .. i never name anyone .. guilty ? want bitch about it ? go ahead .. i dont care any more ! i am not at fault this time round .. F.R.I.E.N.D.S ? haha ! dont make me laugh la .. seriously , want leave want stay i dont care . dont care anymore .. ( for your info i am not upset/angry at all (: , let's move down )
3rd may ! (: ~ happy birthday to xiang , alan , rina and masha .. hope you all enjoy urself today (:
went out with junior today , to collect my stuffs @ paya lebar police post . den head to tamp to repair my tooPID phone ! ha ! overall long day for me la . really .. tehee .. everyone study hard ehhs .. buhbye (: LOVEyouAll
