i dont know what am i feeling now . the only thing i know is Os is my priority now .. All i can say is i must admit i m disappointed at times bout something .
i am disappointed bout my results .
disappointed that you dont care .
disappointed that some ppl cannot understand my good intention
disappointed that that despite all the talking and hoping for the best for her , C still went back to W .
disappointed that my friends till now still dont understand me .

But what can i do ? I've got too much work on hand . And i have got no time for all this . I am going to think for myself . For at least this time . I just dont wanna make a big fuss bout anything , but still i care . i know .