Constantly reminding myself that i will not allow myself to fall ..
I have the encouragement of so many people , my family , relatives , friends and teachers ..
I have so many wonderful things and people in my life .. but it only takes one minor and meaningless frustration and i will not see my beautiful life anymore ..
Some one told me before , rather den being sad bout things that you don't have , why don't u be happy with the things u have ? `
Another Some one also told me before , what doesn't kill us will make us grow stronger ..
For people that are close with me should know that i was really really depress-ed earlier in the year .. and many a times i just breakdown all of a sudden , unable to control myself .. now that i know i am better and many people also saw that .. i will not let those meaningless things ruin my life and i wont allow myself to fall again ..
I am really trying very hard to keep on this track .. To those that are trying really hard to pull me down , i aprreciate your effort .. But i won't be the victim that you hurt just for your own joy anymore .. i will now rely and depend on myself ..
[[ so get lost , and don't come and try to cheat me again or wad so ever thanks ((: ]]