tired .. realli realli tired .. i have everything yet nothing .. i m not looking forward to my everyday now ..

behind the closed doors , i let my tears flow down my cheek
desperate for a peaceful night when i don't need to let my nightmares wake me from sleep .
the sun rises up and all i see was painful reality instead of rays of hope .
my shattered heart now had become ashes in the air .
never again will it be back like it was ,
even if there were eternity , the ashes are already in the air ,gone and never be seen again ..

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