up[s] and down[s] in life , everyone got to accept it coming sooner or later right ?
am i still standing here at the spot not moving ? or have you started to run , so that i wont catch up you ? hope that you are now happy , perhaps all along i was a burden .. i read her blog and when i saw that she said '' i love you,*insert name* , ya know right .. etc etc .. '' i guess u've really found yourself a best friend .. being able to understand you and share your burden , not like me only adding on to it .. i didnt know what was the date but , i saw your name she posted and i didn't even bother to check the date cos it oredi shows how close u guys are .. now .. ya you bothh have muchh in common .. shopping spree with her , she find you when she have problem in relationship and anything .. asking for your comfort and this and that .. unlike me , don't share anything with you right ?
do you think i really don't think back about the days we used to spent together .. laughing and crying like the world is never to an end ? huhh ? perhaps u are too busy now .. busy with studies and _ _ ..
friends come and go , i should learn to treat all friends equally , and never allow anyone to get up the the seat you once sat in my heart anymore , just leave it empty and let my best friend be my own soul .. what am i to say ? who am i to even voice out now ? [[ agonize ]]