hi all .. very down recently and all i can do is pushing myself to study to forget everything ..
my studying cycle now is ..
7pm~9pm tuition ..
10pm ~ 7am .. north point mac ..
9am~1/2pm school ..
the rest of the time sleep ..
i am very very tired .. but i keep force myself study ..
i dont want disappoint my teachers ..
i dont want ......... alot alot de thing ..
i dont know .. i need some one to talk to .. but who ?
who cares ? seriously ..
ytd ling and shan mention ____ at mac ..
i cried while talking bout our friendship in the past ..
but for wad? she is still leading hapily with her boy ..
that's why i said .. till the very last min ..
she still showed me relationship more important to her ..
and i said before i will hate her ..
and yes i hate her now .. ALOT ALOT !
forget it .. waste my breath opnly ..
*spit* get lost ! B****