very down recently ..
but i gotta stand up .. cannot afford to fall now ..
alot ppl telling me this .. and i need to listen ..
i got to learn to be independent ..
cannot rely too muchh on others ..
went out with junior[s] todayy ..
feli <3 , alex <3 and elton <3 ` ((:
N level is coming really gotta work really hard ..
this few days didnt sleep well
went see octor she say
" insufficient sleep , too stress , high blood pressure need relax "
i very lax oredi kayy -.-'' ` wont so easy die ..

ireallylearningtobeindependentle..
dontwannaleavenvssbringingthisfeeling..
itsucks..