Friday, October 30, 2009
seriously , if i refuse to reply ur chat in msn / text or anything isn't it obvious i dont wanna talk to you ? in additional , if u say something that makes me go replying ' lOl ? or Rofl ? ' quite obvious i find wad u said crappy or like u are boasting or something .. i m only picking up phone calls if i see [ even for those that i dun wish to speak to ] cos i dun normally ignore phone calls unless u make me ultra irritated ..
in additional .. dont only come to me when u need a favour from me .. when u bloody dont even know how to reply a msg " yes " or " no " why the hell should i entertain u ? rofl ~ seriously ..
no names stated .. guilty ? go bark @ ur blog with ur fwen or wad so ever .. i dont give a damn bout it ` .. hahaks ` .. cos people like u dont deserve my ' attention ' ((: ~
Labels: disgusted ..
Monday, October 26, 2009
went out with classmates today .
watched a movie . ROFL ~ all scared like dono wad ..
BUT , i zai .. i not scared okayy .. =P
i was scared bout wad i "SAW" ..
i SWEAR i saw "IT" ..
anyways , thanks ..
those who turned up ..
at least the planning effort and all didnt went into e drain ((: ~
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they asked me that day .
"have u ever thought of beating up hz ? "
my answer was .. " i once thought of giving him a punch
and let him die .. seriously .. no doubt i hate him till now ..
becus i will never forget how he made HER suffer ..
but so what ? she dont know it " ..
as a friend the least i can do is dont want you get hurt ..
but you never seem to understand ..
to you perhaps that just "EXTRA[s]" .
cos u've got what you really need ..
i rmb one teacher once said before ..
" forgiven but not forgotten .. "
in this situation , no one is forgiven cos no one done anything wrong .. [ perhaps to you i m the one that is wrong by being "afraid" of everything cos u will never understand but i conscience clear ]
however all the things that you've done , i will nt forget ..you will never know how pain it is ..
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
i am no one to anyone / everyone ..
i am living in this world , wasting
air , food and water ..
seriously , lord ..
grant me the courage to slash it down and
let my heartbeat stop ..
please do so ..
looking forward to that day ..
- end -
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
i realise that people that put relationship infront of friendship ... they are EVERYWHERE !
i wonder how these people are able to do it .. abandoning friends that have been by their side
walking through thick and thin , rain and shine .. for a bloody guy !? [ fyi , at the moment all i see / hear is all girls ]
seriously , i hope they will one day know how it feels and will get the meaning of FRIENDSHIP into their thick skull ...
[ not refering to anyone in case some people misunderstand .. i am just saying generally .. even if "that thing" never happen .. this post will still be up .. buhhbye ] ((: ~ wee ..
i dare say i dare admit , when i say no one means no one .. if anyone want to fcuking gossip GO ! ((:
conscience clear ` ..
* who want play basketball / billard !?!?!?!?? *
Monday, October 19, 2009
my love for you ,
no expiration ` ..
让爱你成为我活下去的理由
you are every step i make
you are every breathe i take
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我愿一生走在你的前面...
替你挡下所有的危险和痛...
让你能安全的走完你要走的路...
原因只有一个...
那是因为我爱你...Sunday, October 18, 2009
why is it happening again ?
although we dont communicate now le ,
i still dreamt of how we quarrel and how you
just leave without even turning back ..
cried .. but what's the use of it ?
all the promises made and everything
is just to ease my mind ..
just like anyone of them ..
u expected time to heal me .._l_ my life ..
you got everything you wanna ..
you won ..
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hanging out @ 755 quite often recently ..
playing basketball those ((:
wahpiang .. my shooting is like beginner lo
last time not like this de :((
must practice more .. :D
weee ~
billard , basketball !! HURRAY ! :)
wanna go outing with 4a3 `
wanna go outing with xiaogua[s] juniors `
wanna go outing with clique ..
:))
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
MIA -
she found herself another best friend , and i hope she wont hurt her like i did ..
- bygones-
even if it's past
even if people are forgiven
even if the pain is no longer there
things will never be back like before ..
afraid that u got hurt ,
became over protective ,
afraid that you'll leave ,
became over sensitive ,
afraid that you'll forget your importance to me ,
became over possessive .
now I've nothing to be afraid of .....
because i know ,
you'll lead on happily ..bff?Thursday, October 8, 2009
exam over ..
happy , cos i gain back my freedom ..
sad , cannot attend school ..
cannot see 4a3 ` 2009
cannot see my teachers
-paranoid ? or things really changed ? -
[ 2 month and _ days .. ]
went for job interview .. hmmps .. actually want employ me or not i also dont care de .. i not in need money oso .. i just wanna learn something .. that's all .. sianx ..
-where were you when i need you most ?-
imy .. how am i suppose to tell you so ?
u still remember ?
<3 , 34
Sunday, October 4, 2009
ytd is moon cake festival ..
went 730 to find qq they all ..
slack and play , and i got revise also .. till 6+am .. den go home ..
had a talk with them oso ..
that topic never ever fails to make me cry
it still hurts like how it was
but i know .. it's only to me .. because she
is leading happily .
again she is just like anyone of them ..
leaving me alone ..
expecting time to heal me ..
so what if i forgive ? i'll never forget what you did ..
i wanna to stay dont go ..
but i realise that i am no one to do so
and i dont want the pain anymore .
so what if they say so much to me ?
we never gonna be friends again .
because i'll forever remember
till the last minute , you still show me
he is your everything ..
you never ever know how much
you hurt me , because , u have him all along .
since you've left , move on .. good luck to you ..
Labels: 你的幸福，我的痛
Friday, October 2, 2009
STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STILL STUDY !
ytd whole day nv slp .. so fell asleep at mac when studying .. =x
7am go shan house .. play awhile den SLP AGN ! come home and dennnnn
SLP AGAIN ! 2 days nv sleep .. everything at one go sleep back ..
very tiring .. but i needa push myself .. that's e only solution !!
* i'm pushing quite alot things away .. just because i m scared ..
yes i am useless , good for nothing .. thanks ` sorry *
- i miss 4a3 , i miss school , i miss mrs hee , i miss MMC . -
- i miss my ''xiaogua[s]'' juniors -
' sorry ..
