it's a pretty long post .. read or nt up to you .. but if things that i've learnt .. and i dont breakdown that easily anymore .. ((: ~
work life :
tiring + fun - standing there hours after hours serving one customers after another .. it's tiring .. but at e same time , i enjoy it .. i have always want to have the cahnce to work in service line .. being able to interact with customers .. it's an unknown satisfaction that u get .. when ur customer is happy ((: ~ though i met ONE nasty customer at the moment .. but i am glad i met her .. at least i know not all customers are nice .. i treat her complains as gift .. to improve myself .. [ so not like me right ? i used to not think like this .. but i guess .. not now anymore ]
collegues - they are nice .. i am able to communicate with most of the senior staffs .. and i am really glad .. though i m not able to communicate with the temp staffs well .. but i am happy .. all i can say is , not being able to communicate with the temp staffs is a real sad case .. but i guess , teenagers , our age , just get upset over anything and everything .. since they are upset with me .. den it's fine .. ((: ~ but i will still communicate with them if one day they want to .. i cant possibly expect myself to be able to fit in everyones shoes .. i'll do wadever i can .. as long as i conscience clear .. nothing else matter .. (:
superior - very nice people .. thought they tend to 'bad mouth' each other .. but throughout all this while .. i learn to believe wad i see than wad i hear .. no matter wad they tell me .. i will only take it as it's their personal comment .. just like anyone else .. they cant possibly expect everyone to put themselves in their shoes or they putting themselves in other ppl's shoes .. anyway , i respect them alot ..
& esp mdm "Y" leaves me the deepest impression .. becus i used to not like her the 1st time i saw her .. but now , i respect her alot .. and i mean it .. alot .. may god bless her .. i dunwanna to see mdm "Y" in a difficult position and hiding in the store dropping tears again .. stay strong mdm "Y" ~ (L) ~
friendship :
all i can say is " let it be " .. ((: ~ i cant deny that i am not trying .. i mean i've got so used to the life that i am leading now .. nt getting affected by ''friendship'' problem .. i've got to say that yes i wanted to piece thing back for me and her .. but i duno how .. in additional , people that put relationship in 1st place makes me hesitate .. yes i mean , hey she might jolly well not want to be friend with me anymore .. but that doesnt really affect me .. cos ..... i mean, it's so unpredictable .. just like anyone of them .. she leave it there .. waiting and expecting time to heal me .. i duno when will it happen again .. landing me in the state like previously .. fyi , i m still catching on appointment nw and then .. anyway okayy stop saying all this .. hahaks .. it's never ending .. when one hurt the other , they never know .. they dunwanna to hurt people they love .. but they forgot that they are hurting ppl that love them . just like wad she did .. back to friendship .. actually is one word onli la .. "satisfied" .. ((: ~
kinship , friendship and relationship ..
this arrangement is not according to the fluency .. it's according to the importance and the loyalty towards each other .. but seem like some ppl just cant get this into their thick skull .. they rearrange it in this way ...
relationship , kinship and friendship ..
worst still
relationship , friendship and kinship ..
what on the earth just happened ? * sarcarstic*
