YOYO ! ((: ~
okayy .. just to say , work life .. getting better .. had a talk with some people ..
thrash things out .. hopefully it'll really be good ~ *amen* ..
people that know me well enough should know at times i pull myself back .. to refrain from getting hurt .. cos i get emotional very easily ..
but now , i want release everything .. i want enjoy myself @ work place .. i know i will get too attach to the place , just like school when i cant bear to leave school .. even the thoughts of graduating makes me cry .. i know the day when i leave work place will also be like this .. but i really want to enjoy this 2 month .. working together with them .. no point bringing the hates and dislikes leaving that place ..
esp to my seniors and supervisor [ mdm "T" and mdm "Y" ]
all this while they though me alot of things .. i thank them for that .. and it's from the bottom of my heart .. may god bless you all .. dont be upset or angry about things that happen at work .. it dun feel good to see u all upset or angry , is like seeing ur own love ones emotionally hurt .. esp mdm "Y" cheer up ..
thinking back , previously .. my thinking is always negative .. and i often act up ... beating up/throwing/punching things that i see .. i mean especially my school wall and doors -.- , i rmb the previous time i spoil the toilet thingy after one punch .. saras was there and i rmb after i cool down how she was talking and laughing about it .. and how ms kaur told me trying to calm me down telling me if i continuing punching that pathetic door my hand will break [ she more afraid that i break my hand cannot take "N" den cannot get a distinction for her humanities ] haha .. joking joking .. but anyway , now think back really silly .. luckily i have friends and classmates like them .. [ saras , fifah , sabrina , raudah , myy , qq , dd , wl , hs , rf ....... ] never ending la . cos i m so lucky .. they never leave me alone despite so many times acting upo all of the sudden spoiling the fun at times .. they always try to help me ..

saras : i remember how i suddenly wanna act up and you will always allow me to squeeze ur hands and holding it to calm myself down .. i remember how i drag you out of one place to the other when i act up .. i remember how i pull you around the corridoor when we "fight" .. i remember how i drag you around the classroom even when mdm lau was there .. SO MUCH FUN ! [ ehh i realise i drag you everywhere ehhks ? ] anyway , babe i love you ! thanks so muchh .. bless us go up next year kayy ..

afifah : babe , thanks .. the time when i was really down .. and no one .. i meant no ONE that i trust i could turn to .. all the sucidal thoughts gushing up .. u spend time msging me .. and even allowed me to talk to ur mommy .. thanks alot .. i mean , if not for that day , i might really not be here anymore .. thank you dear .. love you ..

raudah : this silly girl , always so blur .. once dislike-d me and thought i wanna steal ... away .. we are fwens babe .. no such thing as stealing who and all such .. alright ? thank you so much .. if werent for ur understanding , the teachers day stuff wouldnt be so successful .. love you ..

myy : my lessy .. listen-ed to my probs .. we both fish and chips fan ! hahaks .. anyways , just thanks for everything .. hope to see you soon ! u said to visit me ! hahaks .. love you ..

sabrina : she is crazy bout her boyy .. seriously ! and she go around laughing and acting like a retard .. she is dam vulgar .. dun mess with her .. but so wad ? iLOVE her ((: ~ she is a crazy byytchh ! see u nxt yr kayy ? ((: ~

okayy la off to makan le .. byebye ((: ~




to my BABY tan ..
i understand that you have lots of things in mind .. pls dont keep it to urself .. though after i start working , we never really text le .. but must rmb cheer up .. anything , can find me .. though mght not be of muchh help .. but the least i can do is to listen .. alrights ? cheer up dear .. see u soon okayys ? *miss* ` rmb the balloon i get for you ? the one with the love thingy ? hahaks .. i think by now die already bahhs ? but my love for you will never die ! iloveyou BABY TAN !