smiling ... crying ... smiling ... crying ... smiling .......... crying ...............
i really dont know .. as i m typing , i cant stop myself .... from crying ..
this feeling sucks ! i duno wad i want .. i duno wad i need .. i duno wad shit i m getting into ..
the feeling of not knowing what will happen next or to say , wad you want .. sucks .. and i mean it .. why ... why ?? i guess i need some one to talk to .. some one who will understand .. some one who knows how it feels .. some one i can trust ..................... why now ? why not later or earlier ? pls dont play ur "game of life" with me now .. seriously .. i duno if i can take it ..
let me be ...