hi all ~ after resting 2 days @ home .. went back school today ..
saw my bitch-es .. dam happy .. yippee ! :D but i nt hyper today ,
cos my back dam pain :( ..
today i block off alot people text and call for a few hour ..
i am sorry .. but just mood off abit .. hmmps ..
Mix emotion ! i thought i dont miss u tat muchh alr . i thought i dont love u that much alr .. but the fact is .. all is i "thought" onli .. zzz i thought you thought who confirm sial .. i saw ur text , telling me those thing , and was thinking ..
you dont need to send me that text actually .. you never give me any promise from the start till now .. u made it very clear that you are very happy with ur love and all , u also made it clear you want me forget you .. is that i just cannot let go yet .. but god knows i m trying .. really trying .. getting my life organize .. study will be 1st priority .. My O's really drawing nearer .. and i promise you i'll study hard .. and do well .. but by that time maybe cant be on the phone so often with you .. cannot hear you share all your happy things with me .. cannot hear your voice .. complaining and nagging nagging like granny .. promise me you will study hard also okay ? go to a good class and graduate with your love .. (: , you are my friend . and i realli hope if really we not contacting that much and drift you wont forget me .. after Os i hope we'll get back in contact and hang out those .. promise nothing will change okayy ? *hook finger* .. loveyou ..



i know you are listening to my prayers .. thank you for giving me everything that i have now .. thank you for sending me angels in my life now .. final year in school and i met nice ppl like them .. the girls really are great .. i love being able to spend time with them .. people who i treasure knowing ; swapna , yamuna , salimah , soniaah and all .. we might nt be really very close fwen , but please do know .. i do treasure knowing u babes .. and of cos not to forget ; naandhini , saras , sabrina , afifah , sheena .. there might be argument here and there but i hope everything will be alright soon ok darlings ? and BFF , baby , shan and chen ; 8 years fwenship , got quarrel till very jia lat de time got very happy de time .. go overseas together also have . i will keep all this in mind .. loveyou all ..