i m not in a very good mood now .. :(
and there's only one reason ! i mean , 1 week ago ...
i didnt expect that much from you .. you gave me no promises .. nothing ..
i know that .. so i thought no promises = no pain ! but i fcuking wrong !
i thought i miss-ed you lesser .. but soon realise , was only what i say to comfort myself ..
now .. this feeling is something that i cannot hide anymore .. everything just revolves around you .. i questioned myself .. what's in you that got me so attracted to .. and i really dont know ..
soon i realise .. i dont need to know .. because there's no need a reason to love you ..
Let Go , Forget about it ... you might say ... they might say ..
seriously , every one of you went through this .. think a little for me ! its not computer data that i can install and delete as and when i like ! i know you all concern and dont wanna me get so affected .. i appreciate it [ esp baby ] but i realli need time .. but at e rate i'm going .. it's almost impossible ! GRR ..
ii asked baby that day : " if i say i'll really treasure , if i say i'll really give in everything .. you believe ? " ...
baby know me well enough .. the previous one (G) took me fcuking 2 years + to forget even when we're not in contact ..
i very pissed off now ! seriously .. falling in love with some one i shouldnt is not a fcuking choice or thing that i can control ! i cant do anything about it ! i dont know what else to do .. i'm so into this shit now ! i shouldnt even start/have the first conversation ! now i cant stop ......... and it's going on ........ and on ......... and on ..........


iLOVEyou SLG ..