First ; baby , whatever it is that your choice is , i will always support you .. i noe how you feel .. so nt gonna say muchh .. loveyou .. and baby ; i know i say 1001 time i will try .. i know u keep say i never try .. i THINK i m .. but i actually also dunno la .. zzz .. sry baby .. sry co .. need time ..
seriously , i dont know what to say .. but things keep happening .. around me ..
i used to share everything with fahh .. but now i guess i m just not sharing to anyone anymore .. ya , maybe letting things out here and there .. bits by bits .. but ..... still .. want serious sit down share de time ppl playing , joking all not serious .. cos my problem is not problem right ? can heck care right ?
actually u all noe or not , some time u all say de thing really very hurting .. think back la . previously so many thing happen i unhappy i got keep quiet ? i now really is want peacefully pass .. yet so many things happen .. i very messed up seriously .. not only cause of ONE person .. but cause of everything .. i still playing a fool ; still trying solve ppl problem all those .. i dont know this can go on hw long .. but still i trying .. let it be ..
- life one year back suck to core .. everything is seriously black and white ; medication needed to control emotion .. and i really dont want that anymore .. i very tired alr .. not as weak as u all thought , yet not as strong as u all see -
