family ; i know u all try ur best to give me everything u all can .. u all dont stress me and anythin u all let me work @ my own pace .. thank you all alot .. i know that u all will be the one who will keep ur promise to take care of me till ur very last breath .. u all will scold me , hit me .. and at the end of e day still standing by me telling me the rights and wrong and still love me .. thank u all alot alot .. realli .. i love you all
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friends ; i love my bitches now .. with them around it's really live in my own comfort zone .. they never ever pressurise me with anything .. and it's only with them i can see that RELATIONSHIP is nt always a barrier to friendship .. i love them alot .. and i really hope to go up to poly with them .. not e same poly nvm at least we all go up tgt .. babes ; u all were e reason why i look forward to everyday . really very fun hanging out with you all .. no stress ; no arguments .. nothing .. thank you all so much ! <3
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the other group of fwen ; going 10 years alr .. from very young we play .. until now .. all 17 alr .. grow up le .. things change .. everyone got own clique own group of friend .. we have quarrels here and there .. but still tahan till here .. thank god ! we are nt as close as before .. sometimes even mia very long no one contact each other . all of us must think back lo ; to other group of fwen we got do this ? i am not saying i m nt like that . i also like that . i know . i just hope we'll spend more time ; "polishing" our friendship and perhaps another 10 years down the road we will sit tgt and say " 20 years ago ........ " bless us ..
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Teachers ; i love you all alot .. you all were e reason why i m able to do well . thank you all for everything ; i rmb when i m "hopeless" that time so many ppl give up on me , dunwan bother bout me . but my teachers brought me back to track .. still rmb when i get into police case is u all help me write good report . thats why dont need go girls home . and now ; topped our school for N and hoping to do well for O also . am coping well .. and its thanks to all of you .. when i got no one to turn to .. i know i can always go and find u all .. when i go out work one day i will still rmb ; i graduated from NVSS and the teachers there gave me everything i have now .. i thank my parents for giving me life ; but i'll thank my teachers for my future success .
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love ; at times after a "deep thinking session" i miss you alot .. always have this sudden emotion to send a text to you to tell you how much u meant to me .. always have this sudden urge to tell you how much i miss you . but i cant do any of the above . and we know clearly why . still ; i'll bless you and your love .. and keep in mind ; the only reason i am there is not to mess up ur life. i am here when u need some one to talk to about anything and everything .. i know u have some one there now alr . but still ................ i'll be the other option . just know that , i dont show it doesnt mean i dont love you enough .. it's just that i chose to love you silently . giving u all e blessing u need ^^ . i love you .... so muchh ..
- letting go is not easy , i know i said before alot of times i will try .. but still , it's definitely nt gonna be now that e feeling will "disappear" .. please understand , thats the only thing i expect .. nth else .. -
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everyone ; i know i've yet mention alot of ppl , like last years classmates , juniors and some friends ..
i have all ur names in heart ; but just too many to type here la -.-' ha! okay anyway ; to each and everyone of u .. i treasure knowing u all .. even to ppl i dislike ; i know u all good person in one way or another .. perhaps we are just nt fated to be friends .. i just hope one fine day we'll be able to communicate and even if we are nt fwen the least is we dont hate or dislike each other .. i m glad that i have u all in my life .. yes ; life sucks ; life never ever fair .. but i've gt ppl like u all in my life ; thats why i can proudly say ; my life very beautiful .. i'll learn to appreciate it more .. bless you all ..
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