hey . school going reopen soon alr :D ! so happy ! ha . anyways , some thoughts to share . Sorry if i am a nuisance . I did'nt mean it .
- i just wanna be myself .
was chatting with a school mate that day . though we dont communicate in school , but they are sharing with me their problems . It actually shows that they trust me . look through my FB list and realised , one out of a few definitely have talked to me about their problems before . And seeing them happy now , is e best thing ever .. I dont care if i'm used or what so ever . As long as they will feel better it is ok . The least is they appreciate it . And when i help them i feel happy . I just dont understand , why whenever i am putting extra effort to help them , some people around me just need to put me down . By saying that i am a busybody and i have nothing better to do in life that's why i get involve in their issue . I feel very discourage when this happens . Cause i feel that maybe the one i am helping also think this way .. If you all are my friends , why can't you all understand ? If i know they are upset and i don't help them , i don't feel good in my heart . I can't help them solve everything , but the least is i try my best and i really wanna listen to them , hoping they will feel better . If you all dont encourage me and think that i am busybody , the least is dont give comment . Can ? I just hope u all can understand , i just wanna be myself . To be able to help whoever i can reach out to when there are down , because i walk through it .. And i know how difficult it is ! It's not sad .. Not just sad . But when some one is in a depressed state . I know how it feels . And i dont wanna them to be alone .. I've learnt alot , and my life is not like one pathetic dog like one year ago .. Cause i'm able to see things in a positive way now . And it's really great . That's why i wanna help them , i dont wanna them waste their time getting upset over issues that we cant do anything about it .. It is some one's day u are going to change , it is some one's life you are going to affect . I just hope u all will let me ........ Be who i wanna be .. Don't say all those discouraging things anymore .. Appreciate it .. You all are still my friends ..
